TO (blank) or not to (blank) that is the question

To jump or not to jump that is the question,
So what if it’s a transgression
I would rather burn in hell
At least then it will be without choice that I suffer
I could leave this treacherous place,
Which makes me think of death
And continue to a place of torture
Yet I don’t know if there is such a place
So it is when life turns to the worst
That I decide to place my bets that there will be no such place
Or should I wait this anger, pain and suffering out
Is there anything to wait for?
Will this get any better?
Is there a reason to stay around?
Would I be missing much if I went on a human fl…